By Holy
Solider A heavy metal band!
I FLOAT INSIDE HER WOMB
OH MOTHER, I AM COMING SOON
SUDDENLY, FEAR AND DREAD
WHEN MOTHER SAYS SHE WANTS ME DEAD
OH HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?
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THOUSANDS COME
PLEASE DON`T KILL ME
THOUSANDS GO
I WANT TO LIVE
DAY BY DAY
CAN ANYONE HEAR ME?
THE NUMBERS GROW
I WANT TO LIVE
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GOD HEARS THEM CRY
WE HEAR THE LIE
AND WE SIMPLY LOOK THE OTHER WAY
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SEE NO EVIL
HEAR NO EVIL
SPEAK NO EVIL
FROM A PAIL WITH OPEN EYES
I SEE THE MAN THAT I DESPISE
HE LOOKS AT ME AND TURNS HIS BACK
AS MY LIFE FADES; IT FADES TO BLACK
AND THERE'S NO TURNING BACK
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(CHORUS:)
(MOMMY, CAN YOU HEAR ME?)
(MOMMY, MOMMY, I'M AFRAID)
SEE NO EVIL
HEAR NO EVIL
SPEAK NO EVIL
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"See No Evil" by Holy Soldier
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By Carolyn Gargaro
You feel naked
You feel alone
To get rid of this mess
It consumes your body
It consums your soul
Secret trash
No one will know
No one will see
But it's not just trash
It's a he or a she
You pay the dollar
And feel the pain
You want compassion
But to the disposers
The faces are all the same
And the one who makes the choice
Is not the one to blame
The trash is gone now
No one will know
You've completed the task
You no longer have to hide
The trash is secret from everyone
But it's not a secret to your mind
Secret trash
No one will know
No one will see
But it's not just trash
It's a he or a she
This song is copyright
© 1999 Carolyn C. Gargaro. All rights reserved. Anyone feel like
writing the music for this? Preferably something similar to the "See No
Evil" song above!
A Personal View
Jennifer Wakefield
jennie171@juno.com
One day you will understand why I had to lie on that table.
All of the running left me nowhere
except 3 months pregnant, young and able.
I often sit here and wonder, how motherhood would be.
Would I be able to give you the love that god intended you to see?
I know it wasn't fair to you, I know you had no choice in the
matter.
As time went on it was only one more step up the ladder.
I could feel you growing. Oh what a feeling,
Of something I created, through all of that wheeling and dealing.
Even though I knew you were wrong, you were still my baby.
All the mixed up feelings, should I keep you? Maybe!
I was so confused inside, but yet you were still growing.
Decisions decisions so hard to make could I give you up knowing.
That all the love I have inside could have been for you.
But now it's too late and I don't know what to do.
What if you were a girl, rocking you to bed every night.
Kissing you gently as I turned off the light.
Would you have been a boy? So small in every way.
Little fingers and little toes I wonder everyday.
What would you look like it is killing me inside.
It has hurt me so bad all I want to do is hide.
No one understands how I felt, lying there under that light.
And everything I gave up on that cold dark lonely night.
Now it's all over. You were there and now your not.
I can't seem to put it behind, and I think about you a lot.
Life is full of many decisions; you have to do what is right.
The only way for me to succeed was to give you up to god that
night.
I am a baby myself. I have a lot of growing up to do.
I don't think that I could handle it and that wouldn't be fair to
you.
No matter what the decision was, I'd have to deal with it forever.
All of the confusion I feel inside, would I do it again? Never!
Going against god in all ways, having sex with a stranger.
No love involved just mystery and danger.
In the doctors office I thought, " Oh no not me!"
But yes it was true, yes a baby it will be.
All of the tears I cried. It was all a lesson taught.
One night of passion and then I was caught.
No one to turn to all-alone by myself.
With nowhere to go like a dusty book on the shelf.
Since the night it happened I haven't been the same.
All I can do is hide my head in shame.
Did you feel the pain I felt? That digging feeling inside?
When it was all over, all I could do was cry.
To think that I hurt you in such a way.
My heart aches to hold you, the only thing I can say is,
I'm sorry I love you!
This poem is copyright
© 1999 Jennifer Wakefield. All rights reserved.
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